divorce ,

"Half of all American children will witness the breakup of a parent's marriage. Of these, close to half will also see the breakup of a parent's second marriage."

Its difficult , to not only see your parents divorce , but to see the second marriage divorce. Its difficult to see that my half sister, will have to be in my footsteps experiencing what i had to. Its difficult to go through days not knowing where youll be going . Whether its moving in with other family members, or renting a house in a bad economy. Its difficult to hear that theres a possibility to leave a house that you truly fell in love with over the past year and is settled with it . Its difficult to see your mother, under a whole bunch of stress , and is constantly getting migraines. Its difficult to see that youre taking up more muscles to frown than to smile . Its difficult see that the man that your mother once loved, didnt take the effort to stop drinking. Its difficult to see a divorce, & I'm just here waiting to go through the whole process all over again .. Dont worry Mom. I have your back and ill support you. Alyssa dont worry, you still have me & i will show you what a big sister is .