Rebound.

Before you start reading this im going to use a codename so i wouldnt review anyone . codenames = sir coke . and sir pepsi xD . OKAY here ; Do you ever feel like someone only comes to you , or talks to you , when the person they normally talk to isnt there? Hm , well i do . For the past couple of months I've been feeling like im only sir cokes' rebound . When sir pepsi isnt around, sir coke just comes and talks to me. At the beginning of the 8th grade year (mid 2008) , sir coke was with me everywhere at school . We were like still , the best of friends. But then all of a sudden sir pepsi comes around and they started to get closer. Yeah im not a hogger, so i wouldnt get pissed off at that, but it got worse. And a lot worse. Sir coke never would like walk with me and talk like we used to . I've talked to sir coke about it alot , but all she has said was " i know , actions speak louder than words. i dont need you to tell me when i can already see it " , tf? .. and at the happiest place on earth , sir coke hung out with ME because guess what? Sir pepsi isnt in the music department, therefore she wasnt there. I've been there for sir coke so many times. I've been there to influence sir coke to stay above the influence, ive been there to listen to sir cokes problems, ive been there when the crowd was doing stupid things, but i was there to be diffferent and not "fit" in so sir coke stood beside me . but now , all i am is a rebound. when sir pepsis not there, im the one sir coke talks to . Its different now . And everyday gets worse and worse. I hope you'll eventually know who you are, because you made a big mistake choosing sir pepsi over sir laura over here. Thanks for listening .

My "Beloved" Science Teacher

Okay to start this rant , I'm writing this in the computer lab at my school during 2nd period right now :D . ANYWAYS , All year , we (those of who have Ms. LEONARD) have been told that she was only a temporary teacher just filling in until we find a new science teacher since Mr. Privett retired . (His son died D:) and she was a sub before. WELL, since shes not a certified science teacher, we don't learn ANYTHING in her class! Shes such a moron -__- . She yells at people for talking , when she has no prooof that we're talking ! "you're mouth is open, that means you're talking" FIRST OF ALL LADY, our mouths could be open because we're hyperventilating from staring at her ... ugliness. You never know -.- . She even has a daughter that goes to our school , and i feel bad for her. Everyone hates her because shes the daughter of an ogre. Seriously though . I'm not trying to be funny. She's not getting fired because the assistant principal "has her back" . Even though there's been so many freaking complaints of her BS . I haven't learn a single thing since I've been in her class. I have to teach myself which is not a good idea whatsoever considering I'm sometimes a big idiot . Anyways, I can write a whole book on her stupid retarded ways of teaching and punishing all that stupid bull . BUT I'm in Geography , and this isn't something I'm supposed to be doing :) . Thanks for reading [x .

Freeedom < Prison

A couple months ago , I've been caught lying to hang out with a guy I had a "thing" with. Arent I stupid -____- ? Anyway , I got grounded for lying , which i was supposed to be grounded until the end of the year, but my parents gave me their trust back. Since i've been doing really good in school , they decided to take me off grounding and let me go out TWICE a month. I'm almost 14 and i have a lot of bestfriends that dont even go to the same school with me. Staying home , is like a prison, or a retirement home. I no longer have a life because I'm constantly on my laptop. I also recently got accepted to a magnet school and my parents are proud. I get over 100% on my tests , my parents are proud. Proud proud proud. Dont get me wrong , I love it when my parents are proud, but i need my freedom! Lifes not the same without it . Before i lied , my life was stress FREE. No drama, I had all the friends i needed, I was doing good in school, and i had a guy to call "mine" . But as sooon as i made that one little mistake of lying , i lost everything (except the grades). Everything fell apart. I hope i get my freedom back , because the teenage years are going to quickly go by and it feels good to make it the best years of your life before you go out in the world, and youre alone. BUT UNFORTUNATELY , i spend my days at home constantly doing something so i wont become a lunatic ! But in the meantime, i hope everything will go back to the way it is .